Monday, May 09, 2005

this time next week

i know that i have fretted frequently about my trip. well here goes again. i am broke!! seems like just when i get ahead then some weird bill comes up and drags me back down. i am needless to say a little stressed out. if only money didnt rule the world! i am tired of fretting about it and just go and get it over with. i will be on the road this time next week. it should be interesting to say the least. i know that it will all come together in the end, and if i am supposed to go then everything will work out, but i also dont think that it is going to keep me from going by any means. i dunno...there is just so much to do before i go and i am so tired of working and painting and cleaning and packing. but it has to be done i guess.
i am excited though. scared still, but that will probably not change until i get into some type of routine there. tiffany has been very encouraging through it all and giving me lots of pep talks and affirming me that everything will be ok. i guess i just like to be stressed out.
c.ALIce

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