Its my BIRTHDAY!!!!

did i tell anyone that today is, or shall i say, was my birthday? November 3rd, 1978...i dont feel old by any means. i still feel like i am 16. wanna know what i got for my birthday? its funny! last year i had to get a new drivers license and within 2 months i had lost it, so i had to get another one. i lose my id all the time, so it is really nothing trajic. well yesterday i recieved my old license in the mail, from a guy that found it on vine street. how random ya know?
i had a good birthday, nothing spectacular, but simple, just feels like any other day actually. i know that i am growing, but i feel so much more about growing spiritually, i havent aged all that much since high school. just the other day someone thought i was still in high school...thats great!! when i am 40 ill look 30!
its hard to write sometimes. feel like nothing interesting is really going on...just kind of living life out yaknow?
i am feeling much better about the "guy" situation. i am not so psycho anymore, i have given it up to God and i trust Him that He will take care of it. The best part about it, the letting God have it is that 1. i am more intune to how to minister to him, and how to pray for him 2. God takes care of me, He fills up the void and gives me grace and wisdom in the situation. It still sucks sometimes, but i am past it...i just know that God crossed our paths for one reason or another, and if i never talk to him again and i never see him again, i just have to trust that God is in control and that he knows what he is doing.
I am not tired at all....i want to do something...but dont really feel like leaving...i think i will read a book or something....or journal...i havent done that in forever! i think alot. but never actually write it down anymore. i used to journal all the time. i think i want to get back into that....its a great way to look back and realize what you have accomplished. this blog helps...if you have read from the get-go, you'd see how much i have grown in just the last couple months!!
well i think that is it....
c.ALIce

*Steph, He loves you!! Remember the first conversation we ever had concerning Him (drive from cinci to c-ville)...it is still true today. He is the fixer and the Healer....allow Him to be that!!!*