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i am bored again! what is it about friday afternoons and utter boredom?? I am introspective lately...guess its time again to change. I decided to come play next weekend. I am not sure what time I will be there, it most likely wont be till 10 or 11 (hope you are not all wiped out by then). I am hoping that SOMEHOW I will get some blue ice cream while I am there...anyone have any ideas? Who all is coming to this Slumber Party? Do I need to bring anything?
I am trying to pay down debt. I have one credit card that I plan to pay off this year (and there are many more to follow)...it gets really frustrating, I just want them to not exist. My plan was to get out of debt totally (at least credit cards) before the thought of having a baby, but honestly I want to have kids now. I am turning 30 this year, and honestly I dont want to have kids when I am in my 40s---i want all my babies before I am 35. I have no control over it, which is really frustrating. I dont even know if it is possible for me (or Nat) to even concieve. Lots of talks about babies lately...but obviously its on the brain.
I am bored -- i want something to challenge, entertain, consume me and give my life some glimpse of purpose. Being raised Baptist really does a number on your value sometimes...those that were will understand.
I think I am on the verge of extreme behavior. Right now I am so fed-up and disgusted that I am about to take matters into my own hands to get things done. It wont be pretty, but actually in my opinion it will!! =)