ya'll are so anxious

of course you all will say come home, you want me to...i dont blame you, i would want me around too =)
last night i was hanging out with Nat (Vanessa's brother) and we sat out on the porch for like 3 hours talking. talking about everything, but mainly my situation. ya know there are so many things i love about tiffany, she has this untamable aspect to her that most would find overwhelming or rather intimidating. she is determined to find whatever it is she is looking for. she is a survivor, and how can you not be thick-skinned after being raised at new bethel. she is fun. she is wild and crazy and entertaining. she is beautiful, and she can pull anything off. she has got a way about her that attracts all sorts of people, you can tell by the variety of people she hangs out with. she has a heart that will expose itself to pain just to help someone else. she has a great wit about her, and a "marvelous" sense of humor. she would do anything for her friends, and will sometimes allow others to step on her to a point, just to be loyal to someone she loves. she is forgiving (though sometimes it takes her a while)=). she is talented and i think it is sad that she doesnt really hone into it as much. she is creative and spunky and willing to try anything once. she is probably the most independant person i know, yet allows herself to rely on others, with the risk that they will disappoint her. time and distance doesnt hinder her friendships, she is loyal to people she loves.she is one of those people that you can share intimate details with (that you might not want to share with everyone) and she will not judge or condemn you for it. she is beautiful, inside and out. she is a great person to be friends with. she encourages you and also pushes you (even though sometimes it may be harsh she has the best of intentions). she holds people up to high standards only because she knows people are capable of incredible things if they would just recognize it in themselves. and so much more....i just love her, its hard not to.