no word from the WB, but i am not stressed. i think the big thing is that i dont know what i want to do. i want to get serious about something, but i feel so unqualified in so many ways, yet so talented at the same time. i appreciate all the prayers and at the same time i dont really think i know what you are praying for either. i am in a very crucial part of life right now, and truthfully i am miserable. i want to come home. i miss everyone and life of familiarity. i have changed alot though from since i left cincinnati. i am not nearly as sarcastic as i used to be, well at least not brutal as i was there. i guess i dont feel like i have to protect myself from anyone and more open to others, and hopes that they will like me.
i am sorta stressed about the job situation because i really want one, but i am being very picky because i still want to have a life here and not work myself to death. i am trying to be patient and wait for God to open doors, and there are several but none of them have started yet. i just want to be free from it all...i want to be free from having to have my life revolve around money...i want my life to revolve around people...i dunno, i am still simple..but me on a farm with a camera and internet axxess..hahah =)
well i am off, ill write more later!
love you all.
c.ALIce
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i think that working with people, kinda means that you won't have all the money issues worked out. just dive in adn let god handle things, though. doubting yourself is what satan wants so that you won't be effectively reaching lost people. just what i've observed in my life, anyway.
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